// That awkward moment when your boss asks to borrow your computer for the internet…//

"Um. Yeah. Hang on a second." [DELETE EVERYTHING] "Here ya go!"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA… O.o

// Happy Wednesday!//

Invited to an 80’s themed party tonight… no idea how I’m going to pull that off… especially with my limited Austrian wardrobe.

// FIRST WORLD PROBLEMS//

My evangelical christian grandmother spams my facebook wall with jesus links in an attempt to convert me.

// I’m a wreck.//

This is one of the worst weeks of my entire life. Not only was I rejected (for probably the same reason that I’ve been rejected the last..what..like SIX times), I was rejected after paying 100+ dollars for traveling to a foreign country. I’m such a loser. Is it a bad thing to want someone who actually likes me for who I am? I wish someone would. I really need it right now. Considering quitting my job and leaving europe.

SUASODJ FKAD:J SAJK DJFJdak fje ii iamsosaditfuckingsuckswhyisthisevenhappeningIthinkI’mkindofacatchatleastwhycantanyoneelseseethat???

I had this entire trip planned out and now I feel like just giving up. Re-planning is SO FRUSTRATING. (and also expensive. fml)

I had this entire trip planned out and now I feel like just giving up. Re-planning is SO FRUSTRATING. (and also expensive. fml)

// I’d like to take a moment to say..//

I am very frustrated. VERY frustrated. I will never be part of a solid group here and it really pisses me off. No matter who I end up spending the most of my time with, I will always be an outsider. I’m not Austrian, I’m not a student, and I’m not a woman so I don’t even fit in with the au pairs. The gay community is too small and too difficult to even become a part of as a non-German speaker. 

Regardless of how I’m doing at my job, I will never feel fully content or at home in this country. This realization sucks. Truthfully, I am extremely grateful for this opportunity, but at the same time I am very sad.

Being broke sucks too. Watch: I’m not even going to get into Swarthmore next week. That’ll just be the cherry on the fucking sundae. 

// Kann ich jetzt schlafen?//

Ich bin SO muede. Aber ich kann nicht schlafen.. und ich muss morgen um halb sieben wachen.

// Just realized..//

That I said “your welcome” instead of “you’re welcome” in a response post earlier. FUCK. I’m normally a grammar Nazi.. Guess I need more sleep?

This weekend some girl in a bar started flirting with me (obviously I didn’t reciprocate) and after a while she called me a heartbreaker. Ironic..
Can I just scream “I’M GAY” at the next woman that starts hitting on me? This happens EVERY time I go out.. fml

This weekend some girl in a bar started flirting with me (obviously I didn’t reciprocate) and after a while she called me a heartbreaker. Ironic..

Can I just scream “I’M GAY” at the next woman that starts hitting on me? This happens EVERY time I go out.. fml

(Source: yearsofnegligence, via miss-mizzy)

// That awkward moment when you want to transfer but none of your credits do….//

..yeah..

Can anyone say First Year Applicant?

"Du kannst es auch,
wenn du
fest daran glaubst."